is there anyone out there...?

So. I've been booked for my first British magazine shoot, 2 days of work, and 6-10 tearsheets most likely. I'm so proud of myself, because i went out for this boldly and it paid off.
Also, i'm going to be writing a monthly makeup column in a new magazine thats coming out, for a preview see www.lovepouting.com
I have 3 scheduled test shoots coming up and i'm meeting with some new photographers on Tues.
These are the things i must recall when i cannot breathe so well. When i start to do calculations in my mind, and have to stop because i start to feel a bit dizzy. Perhaps i'm just overly tired.
I used to walk, from the bus stop to work, past a large vent, that would blow the stench of stale cooking grease at me, as i passed. I would breathe into my scarf, or hold my breath, but it was always there, epitomizing all that i hated about my destination.
I am now walking the longer way to work.
Because i've found
that the shortest route, is not always the best one to take.

listening to Modern Love/Fashion by David Bowie