...coz its getting harder and harder to breathe

I am verging on panic...i recognize this feeling. It makes me light-headed, my throat tight. All i can do is try and calm myself. I take deep breaths, try to complete things on my list, but its suddenly like doing them blindfolded, backwards, takes so much more effort. I am not falling to pieces, i just need some time.
I imagine some people reading this, might view this as the weakness in me. But without these moments of utter meltdown, i would never recognize my amazing strength.
This is my truth.


watching Sex in the City, season 2
eating quadruple chocolate cookies
crying
trying to breathe